My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – Thank You

After much thought, I decided this letter belongs as the last entry under My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce heading. It's really more of a morph (non Power Rangers style, though I'd like to be the Pink Power Ranger if I had to choose). In saying that, I'm struggling for the words to open a good-bye...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – The Birth Control Mobile Rides Again

If you've been reading along the past month or so, you know my ex wanted the van back because of a payment arriving one day late. Here's the blog link that explains what happened to the van - http://mybigfatlesbiandivorce.com/2011/10/19/my-big-fat-lesbian-divorce-the-van/ We've been without a vehicle (which I have always tenderly refered to as "The Birth Control Mobile". I think...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – Failure… The Other “F” Word

I read the blog of another WordPress writer. She's going through a divorce from her hubby, and I relate to some of the emotions she's working through. She's an absolutely amazing woman and I admire her courage as she shares her story. She asked me a question that no ones asked before, but I've faced...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – Month 7

Month 6 slipped by me without thought. I guess I figured month 6 being the half way mark into my newly single life (since I had her asked to leave the apt), that some amazing moment would transpire within me, but instead it went by without thought. I was dealing with the van thing (I'm...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – Reckless People Dance

In my effort to make better choices in my life regarding people, I decided sometime ago not to continue seeing the woman I had been seeing since my divorce. While I experienced great sex (something I didn’t really have with the ex because she was a selfish lover), I had started seeing some of the...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – Reckless Train Rides

I've written three different paragraphs and I've deleted them all. A Train Ride (edited 10/2011) Leaning against the window, I can feel the cool glass of the window pane against my cheek. True to the way a train moves down the tracks, it rocks back and forth and I find no comfort in leaning against...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – Get A Life

I'd like to think that someday my ex will leave me completely alone. I've worked on my healing. It's been journaled, this walk I've taken steps to experience and to move forward on. It feels harassing. The letters, the demands, the actions. I wonder if this is what she did to her previous exes. She...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – The Van

When is it a good thing to marry someone who is seemingly impulsive when it comes to reacting, without thinking the bigger picture out? When you're divorcing them. My divorce was final in July, yet as you well know, she's yet to really stop divorcing me at all. From the demands of white plastic coat...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – Aaron

My friend, Who quickly became a brother, Aaron died this morning. That seems like the wrong words to say, because Aaron will never really die. Aaron will always live through this amazing legacy of love he's created. Through his joy, pain, love for God.. By the amazing love he always showered on his wife, and...

My Big Fat Lesbian Divorce – The Little Prince & Laughing Stars – My Friend Aaron Jamison

My friend Aaron Jamison is nearing the end of his journey. He was admitted to the hospital yesterday, where he'll remain for the 1-2 weeks he was given to finish his story. But his story will never end. All those who have read his life carry the words he wrote, speak and live. If you...